i've moved.

just added laylay's link! and sexcaws! lalalas. go check it out! x)

camped over in school. think my counsellors, vienna, jasmine, lynn and wan zheng[?] are soo nicee! (: hahas.

hmfs. dno wad cca im gna join this yr. dun feel like joining gym. blahs. i hate tht stupid bitchy coach!! she sucks big time!
i dun like my class! eeks! kelly, shannon and i tried toking to mrs seet bt the changing of our class, but she din allow! bitch! x| hais. anyway, jaime changed class already. yeps. she took up mep so as to get into purity.

shannon heys! yeah! we're gna get straight As together! (: confirm! lalalas. tk care lotts. cya on mon. lurfeya.

went baq to skool today fer sum use ur hands campaign. we had to clean up the class room, and the whole grp of us, which consisted of every 6 justice[2002] girls and a few other girls, hu are in sec 1 hope, had to clean the lockers! x| it was so dusty! eeks! after that, we proceeded to the canteen fer a break, then at 11:15, we headed to the hall fer camp briefing.

finally got my books!! :)) blahhs. going to bowl again tomms. qt bored of it now. x) lalalas. jaime jus called! they're in cristal's haus now. hahas. they made this name up fer the four of them. so cutee :)

nicol hey nic!! hope u end up in the same class as me!! :) will pass you the letter the nxt time i see ya! lurfeyalotts. tk care dearie. mwahhs.

christmas's sooo fun! :))

got a limegreen handfone casing frm my sister!! she got my older younger bro a billabong pencil case and my yougest bro a converse bag! ain't she sweet? :) hahas. anywae, opened the pres at 23 hrs today. was supp to open them at 00.00 hrs, but cos my bros went to my cus's haus to stay over, we decided to wait fer them to return! :)

my science tutor's so sweeett!! :)) she's gna get me metoer garden 2 vcd, part one and two, which is abt forty dollars. thought of asking her to get me a bottle instead of the vcds cos dun tink i'll be able to watch it and stuffs, and besides, its gna be much cheaper! :)) yeppers.
terence still owes me a pres! hahas. gna go dwn town to meet him one of these days to get it! :) lalalas.

lay heys dearr! :)) merry christmas! jus msged you! hope ure having a great time in aussie! will miss you lots! tk care lotts sweetie! lurfeyalotts! :)) mwahhs
jana hey jana! thnx lotts fer the cake!! love it! have lds of fun in malacca alryt?! anywae, today was pauline's red letter day!! too bad u were not there, if not u wld have seen pauline giving mr yong a kiss!! :)) so sweeettt k!! lalalas. tk care lds! love you! -hugs-

merrychristmas

On the last day before
Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket
to buy the gifts I didn't
manage to buy earlier.
When I saw all the people
there, I started to complain to myself:
'It is going to take forever
here and I still have so many other places to go...'

Christmas really is getting
more and more annoying every year. How I
wish I could just lie down,
go to sleep and only wake up after it

Nonetheless, I made my way
to the toy section, and there I started
to curse the prices,
wondering if kids really play with such expensive toys.

while looking in the toy
section, I noticed a small boy of about 5
years old, pressing a doll
against his chest.

He kept on touching the hair
of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered
who this doll was for.

Then the little boy turned
to the old woman next to him: 'Granny, are
you sure I don't have enough money?'

The old lady replied: 'You
know that you don't have enough money to
buy this doll, my dear.'

Then she asked him to stay
here for 5 minutes while she went to look
around. She left quickly.

The little boy was still
holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I started to walk
towards him and asked who he wanted to give
this doll to.

'It is the doll that my
sister loved most and wanted so much for this
Christmas. She was so sure
that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'

I replied to him that maybe
Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all,
and not to worry. But he
replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can not
bring it to her where she is
now. I have to give the doll to my mother
so that she can give it to
her when she goes there.' His eyes were so
sad while saying this.

'My sister has gone to be
with God. Daddy say that Mummy will also
go to see God very soon, so
I thought that she could bring the doll
with her to give it to my sister'.

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at
me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mummy
not to go yet. I asked him to
wait until I come back from the supermarket'

Then he showed me a very
nice photo of him where he was laughing. He
then told me: 'I also want
mummy to take this photo with her so that
she will not forget me.'

'I love my mummy and I wish
she doesn't have to leave me but daddy
says that she has to go to
be with my little sister'

Then he looked again at the
doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my
wallet and took a few notes and said to the
boy. 'What if we checked
again, just in case if u have enough money?'

'Ok' he said. 'I hope that I
have enough.'

I added some of my money to
his without him seeing and we started to
count it. There was enough
for the doll, and even some spare money.

The little boy said: 'Thank
you God for giving me enough money' then
he looked at me and added:
'I asked yesterday before I slept for God to
make sure I have enough
money to buy this doll so that mummy can give
it to my sister. He heard me'

'I also wanted to have enough money to
buy a white rose for my
mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much.

But He gave me enough to buy
the doll and the white rose.'

'You know, my mummy loves
white rose'

A few minutes later, the old
lady came again and I left with my trolley.

I finished my shopping in a
totally different state from when I started.

i couldn't get the little
boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a
local newspaper article 2
days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a
truck who hit a car where
there was one young lady and a little girl.

The little girl died right
away, and the mother was left in a
critical state. The family
had to decide whether to pull the plug on
the life-assisting machine,
because the young lady would not be able to get
out of the coma.

Was this the family of the
little boy?

Two days after this
encounter with the little boy, I read in the
newspaper that the young
lady had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself and
went to buy a bunch of white roses and I
went to the mortuary where the
body of the young woman was exposed for
people to see and make last wish
before burial.

She was there, in her
coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her
hand with the photo of the little
boy and the doll placed over her chest.

I left the place crying,
feeling that my life had been changed forever.

The love that this little
boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to that day, hard to
imagine.

And in a fraction of a second, a
drunk man had taken all this
away from him.

went to watch santa claus two with my brothers :) its soo nicee! was supp to watch lord of the rings but the tickets were all sold out! x)

malaysia
had great fun there! stayed in palm resort which was nicee!! :)
we went bowling on sat night, and surprisingly, i striked!! so awesome ryt?! lalalas.
on sunday, before leaving to singapore, we went shopping!!! :)) bought ard three items only. yeps.

got baq to sn! :) actually qt alot of peeps did! have to go baq to sch tomms at 8.00 hrs! dun feel like going baq at all! jus wna noe hu's gna be in the same class as me! yeppers.

my christmas tree is much nicer now!! lalalas. anywae, going to malaysia tomms!! gotta pack now! tatas.
pauline heys! thnx fer the pres! anyway, rem to call me yeah?! will relli be damn happy to be ur bridesmaid!! yeps. u tk care lds. love yer! :)
bel heys. thnx fer the necklaces! yeps. love it! (: tk care lds.
jaime heys jaime! thnx fer the pres tooes! :) keep in touch always alryt?! love yer!

went to shop with my mum! finally got tab her three pairs of slippers! :)
watched the amazing race! flo and zach won!!! :) flo wanted to back out so badly at first and luckily she din, if not teri and ian wld have win the race! dun relli like them! x) lalalas. tink drew and derek are sooo cutee!! they're always wearing the same outfit. hahas.
im not done with my christmas shopping!! lalalas. will pass u guys the pres the next time i see you after psle posting alryt?! sorry. qt broke now. x| anywae, gotta eat now. tatas.